Advice

It'll be alright, you know? I just want you to know that. Life goes on, this too shall pass, pale blue dot, just do it, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T0RT4nFJEFM -- whatever you have to tell yourself that things are going to be fine, do it.               
Take a deep breath
deeper
more
hold it..
and exhale.
Now repeat after me:

Everything is going to be aright.
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Just keep trying. What else can you do?
Don't be afraid to fail, anon. I believe in you. How does it feel knowing that some complete stranger believes in you?
How does it feel knowing that that belief is completely unfounded, utterly ridiculous, entirely irrelevant ---
but absolutely genuine?
You can do it, anon. Don't give up now.